Saturday, July 25, 2009
I am not sure i still prefer blogspot after so long.
Can't imagine me eating supper at this time.
Or should I say my 1st proper meal on a friday!
Well it's 1am now.. Can't get to sleep.
Been sleeping the whole day.
Was feeling freaking tired. Headache. muscle cramps here and there.
Weird.
Don't want to have H1N1.
Hahas.
Okay think most people don't know bout this. But I was asked to join Steven lim's model a few months back.
And he called a few days ago to ask me to be a calafare for the upcoming drama called 想我你的手 aka your hand in mind.
I will in for shooting on sunday. Just nice it's my off day. Hees. To be a nurse can.. And i got lines! 1 line though..
Not sure if i can upload the PDF file here.
Nope I can't.
Anyway ya.. it's like that.
Wish me luck! (=
Yeah! Amy's back~!
I'm going to be more relaxed now. (=
Still looking for a new job.
Hopefully i get one soon.
Need to get back in ACTION!
Before my application is rejected.
Well, It's seems it will be accepted no matter what happens. (=
Glad to be in this group. (=
But I wonder what I will do if I were so see him in future.
Heck lah.. I guess. It's over..
He will never have hurt me as much as bennett did.
Time to finish my noodles and get back to bed.
Working at 10am later.
Can't imagine me eating supper at this time.
Or should I say my 1st proper meal on a friday!
Well it's 1am now.. Can't get to sleep.
Been sleeping the whole day.
Was feeling freaking tired. Headache. muscle cramps here and there.
Weird.
Don't want to have H1N1.
Hahas.
Okay think most people don't know bout this. But I was asked to join Steven lim's model a few months back.
And he called a few days ago to ask me to be a calafare for the upcoming drama called 想我你的手 aka your hand in mind.
I will in for shooting on sunday. Just nice it's my off day. Hees. To be a nurse can.. And i got lines! 1 line though..
Not sure if i can upload the PDF file here.
Nope I can't.
Anyway ya.. it's like that.
Wish me luck! (=
Yeah! Amy's back~!
I'm going to be more relaxed now. (=
Still looking for a new job.
Hopefully i get one soon.
Need to get back in ACTION!
Before my application is rejected.
Well, It's seems it will be accepted no matter what happens. (=
Glad to be in this group. (=
But I wonder what I will do if I were so see him in future.
Heck lah.. I guess. It's over..
He will never have hurt me as much as bennett did.
Time to finish my noodles and get back to bed.
Working at 10am later.
what we could have been, 1:11 AM.
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Saturday, June 6, 2009
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what we could have been, 9:38 PM.
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
I'm lost in a world where i don't know what to do.
Really I don't know what to do. =(
Wondering if what i did was by telling him off is right.
It's really painful to be hearing from your boyfriend time and time again saying
"Confirm with you again"
"Wait for my call k dear"
"Sorry"
It really hurts.
I am YOUR GIRLFRIEND not a social escort!
Only a social ESCORT will sit there and wait.
i respect that you have a lot of things to be done.
I don't mind even meeting up for 1/2hr or so.
I really feel like i mean nothing at all. =(
We did talk things for a bit before.
YES I understand you need to get the money. You need to work. But is there really no time for me at all?
I need to work too... you don't tell me when you are free.. You just let me go out have fun with my bitches.
I know you are not happy me being around them.. But then... you allow me to go out with them in the 1st place.
It's always.
P: "I'm may go clubbing tonight."
B: "Okay have fun. =)"
What you want me to say?
Even when i nag that i don't want to go. you will say: "go la."
I know you are giving me my space.. But this is not a R/S.. you are more like just friends to me.
Just friends with a little advantage..
There are times where i purposely stay out late. Thought maybe i could go over.. but i guess you never get the hint.
There are reason why i keep going over to your area. Just so i could meet you for even a little while.
Ask Jessie, When ever there is a message from <> over the phone. No matter what i am doing I'll be overjoyed.
Ain't this R/S in the honeymoon period? Ain't it suppose to be the sweet nothings period.
Why am I not feeling any single shit!
I am only hurting myself more as i fall more deeply into you.
I'm really tired. I wish you understand. I really do. =(
Really I don't know what to do. =(
Wondering if what i did was by telling him off is right.
It's really painful to be hearing from your boyfriend time and time again saying
"Confirm with you again"
"Wait for my call k dear"
"Sorry"
It really hurts.
I am YOUR GIRLFRIEND not a social escort!
Only a social ESCORT will sit there and wait.
i respect that you have a lot of things to be done.
I don't mind even meeting up for 1/2hr or so.
I really feel like i mean nothing at all. =(
We did talk things for a bit before.
YES I understand you need to get the money. You need to work. But is there really no time for me at all?
I need to work too... you don't tell me when you are free.. You just let me go out have fun with my bitches.
I know you are not happy me being around them.. But then... you allow me to go out with them in the 1st place.
It's always.
P: "I'm may go clubbing tonight."
B: "Okay have fun. =)"
What you want me to say?
Even when i nag that i don't want to go. you will say: "go la."
I know you are giving me my space.. But this is not a R/S.. you are more like just friends to me.
Just friends with a little advantage..
There are times where i purposely stay out late. Thought maybe i could go over.. but i guess you never get the hint.
There are reason why i keep going over to your area. Just so i could meet you for even a little while.
Ask Jessie, When ever there is a message from <
Ain't this R/S in the honeymoon period? Ain't it suppose to be the sweet nothings period.
Why am I not feeling any single shit!
I am only hurting myself more as i fall more deeply into you.
I'm really tired. I wish you understand. I really do. =(
what we could have been, 10:32 AM.
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